i really love this photograph.dati ko pa to nakita at natuwa akong gawan ng mga istorya. pero etong version na to ang paborito ko! andrama, oo. well, that's me!

(shit! ayaw malagay nung photo.. click nio na lang)

i want to go to you.

i want to hold your hand as i mention every single thing i like about you. you are one person that deserves a second look. but i went beyond what you deserve. i stared at you as if nothing else exists. i never thought that a single touch would cause such trauma to the placid approach of my mindset right now. you have destroyed the barrier of uncomplication and crossed my garden of vicious love cycles.

congratulations.
i want to go to you.

and stay.

now.

but the several minutes of my bliss is over. all i can do is wish and see in my mind's eye what you are blinded about.

i want to go to you and see if you are worth the nuissance you are causing me. it doesn't really matter what the result could be. because peeking into your existence is just my main concern.

i want to go to you. and let you define me. and let you into my everyday verve and birth. put me on a pedestal and make my existence as surreal as it could be.

wait.

i may now want something more than just going to you.

but if ever i cannot carry out this yearning, at least stay where you are-- where i can see the place i want to go to..

even if i really can't.

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go-getter people always say: "i know what i want and i shall have it."
i get too manic sometimes and find myself blurt this statement to myself.

pero di ba, it's more fun when someone or something tells you:
"i know that you want me and you shall have me."
(amapangit ng tunog pag sinabi pero pagbigyan na for the sake of parallelism!)

or pwede ring:
"i know that you dont want me but you still have me."

things or people we own/have that are products of sweat and tears are very precious. the amount of these fluids we shed often define how much they mean to us. but skipping the arduous process of reaching for them wont make them less special either. you know what is the consequence of not working hard for the things you want? it is having the feeling that you are special, that you are so magnetic so as to attract the desirable things towards you.

and i miss feeling like that.








LOSER!
hahaha.. well, at least what i have are the few things i have chosen to work my ass for.
(sige lang, comfort yourself pa!)

bakit namamatay ang uod kapag binudburan ng asin?

akala ko, dahil masyadong neutral ang asin.
(hindi pala. hehe..nauubusan daw kasi moisture ang katawan ng uod due to osmosis.)

our house isnt dysfunctional anymore!

WOOHOOO!!

im back! wheeee!

im happy! today is the luckiest day ever. (upon mentioning the word luck, im officially but temporarily getting rid of my philosophical plug-ins!) andami kong gusto na nakuha ko ngayon!

simulan na natin sa
--upuan sa harap ng UP-SM jeep.
--tapos, ang COMM140 subject ko (makakenrol na ko bukas! wheee! malalabas ko na ang tinago ko sa baul na form5 at bye bye na sa form5a ko.)
--cable ng aming telebisyon--linya ng landline namin
--INTERNET! wooohoooooo! 54.6kbps! wheeee.. sori ah, nasanay na kasi ako sa 21kbps nung nagloloko eh! kaya ansaya talga!
--ang matagal ko nang minimithing corkboard para sa wall ng room ko
--bagong mga kanta para sa player ko. sa wakas nadownload ko na ang mga kanta sa listahan ko na isang buwan na atang nakatiwangwang sa desktop ko! (LEO! nadownload ko na ang request mo na My Girl! :D)

hay! banal na usok! napakasaya ko!
kulang na lang ay yung isa..ay! dalawa..ay tatlo pala! ay.. ARGHH! andami ko pa ring gusto! "imbakan ng tubig naman oh!" hayyy..calm down annali.

pero anyway, tama na muna ito for the day. makukuntento na muna ako! wheeeeee! IM HAPPY!

expect my drooping eyes tomorrow! puyatan na itu! tama na ang pagtulog ng 8pm at pagtitiyaga sa RPN9! para akong nag-communication fast! buti na lang tapos na. im soooooooooooo bloody happy!

FLASH NON-FICTION + MINI-LIGA

si Pitong at ang kapatid ko na si RA

this past week, nililibang ako ng mga batang yan sa paglalaro nila ng basketball sa isang mini-liga na pinauso ng pinsan ko. next saturday ang finals at ang teams nila ang maglalaban. sino kayang mananalo??!

ang idol niyan ni Pitong bukod, sa obviously angwapo, eh matinong point guard tas yung team nila ang pinakmatitino ang players lalo na yung isa pang player na ang name ay Leley-- katuwang name! kahit sino manalo ok lang.. extra lang naman kapatid ko eh!

hahaha BAD na ATE!

WORDS OF WISDOM:

you cant bury something below the ground unless you stop denying the fact that it's lying rotten in front of you.
MY QUESTION TO THE CONDEMNED SCAVENGER FEASTING ON ME:
when will i 86 you from my system?
MY MESSAGE TO ANYBODY INSECURE:
hahaha! i'll do my best to be the best i can be. i'll give you more reason to feel that way! BEH! :D
A FACTUAL STATEMENT:
it sucks big time when your silence is taken literally. when in fact, it means more to you than just the simple absence of sound.
A CUTE THING TO PONDER ABOUT:
there is no way we can understand how our minds work. because if we are intellectual people, it would be too complicated. on the other hand, if it is too simple, we would be stupid to be able to understand it.