huhu..
nagiging habit ko na ang mag-online para lang tumingin sa deviant art. naiinggit ako sa kagalingan ng mga tao dun. nakakainsecure sila. angagaling nila. sana ganun rin ako kagaling!
mahal nio ba ako?
bigyan nio naman ako ng colored pencils oh! yung faber castell ah..sige nah! gusto ko talaga!
please?
tsaka nga pla, mauubos na yung journal ko, 14pp na lang! bigyan nio rin ako! sigeeeeeeeeeeeeee nah!
tsaka kung marunong kayo ng vector art, turuan nio naman ako! naffrustrate na ako... hayy..ambilis ko ata m-frustrate sa mga bagay ngaun. pati pagiging 17 ko pinoproblema ko. eh kasi eh! gusto ko manood ng brokeback! my DVD ka ba? peram!
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it's weird how things turned out. finally, "it" has crossed the line. im thinking about it almost all the time. it's kind of exhausting that i am repeating the pathetic cycle. im making myself laugh again. this make-believe joke will again haunt me someday. but i really can't help it. it's such a fairy tale, minus the they-lived-happily-ever-after thing.
my last wish for this entry is simple, yet impossible:
FIND ME.
